Things are not the same anymore…
Thursday, February 21st, 2008This is actually the first time that i went back to the Philippines na super duper excited ako… if you are going to ask me, ayoko pa sana umuwi kasi dami ko pa ginagawa dun sa lugar na yun… but God had another plan for me.. He orchestrated everything para makauwi ako.. from my schedules, to my airfare even my heart eh hinanda Nya.
When i saw my mom, i realized na i really have to spend more time with her this time… kasi you can see na tumatanda na sya talaga… and most of the time eh wala ako sa tabi nya so i must make use of my time here sa Pinas to spend time with her… even my lolo (bingi na at bulag pa) grabe we spent how many hours just chatting and catching up with all the things that im doing.. dun ko lang narealized how he missed me so much… lalo na yung morning talks namin or yung kapag pinagdrive ko sya pag punta kami ng pampanga.. si lola ganun din.. na miss nya yung wentuhan namin after dinner or kapag miryenda time… or my dearest ditse.. na kaso busy din sa opis hehehe kaya bihira ko din makausap.. or alyssa na mula nung dumating ako eh di na humiwalay sa kin.. gusto lahat ng lakad ko eh kasama sya!
Things are not the same anymore… i have or should i say i must appreciate all the people that i’ve been with kasi after awhile aalis na naman ako, at di ko na makikita yung ibang stages sa buhay nila… tumatanda na sila, nagmamature ako (hahaha bias sa term na ginamit), at lumalaki na mga pamangkin ko… mga kaibigan ko nag-aasawa na, me nanganganak, me namamatay ng maaga.. me nagkakasakit… yung mga lugar nagbabago.. yung climate nakakalokah na rin…
Things are not the same anymore… but only one thing will remain forever.. at yun ay ang pag-ibig ng Diyos sa ating lahat…
